Joy Unspeakable

How We Met


So, when Sis. Wilson was in Alaska in the spring of 07 for Ladies Retreat she mentioned levi to me. She must of mentioned me to Levi....because so there after I got an email from him. This is where it got weird for Levi.

Levi's Story; Okay, so I started emailing Jessa after Sis. Wilson told me about her. I thought things were going good. I would email her and ask questions about her and she would reply and ask her own questions for me.. Sounds normal...right??? But it didn't go "normal". You see Jessa all of a sudden stopped emailing me!!! Yes that's right one day she was emailing and the next she wasn't! Left me there hanging not knowing what to think....well like anyone would think, I definitely thought. I was UGLY! Yep she thought I was ugly. What else could she have thought,... what would you have thought if you were in my place? So not knowing why she didn't want to email anymore I couldn't keep emailing her... so I stopped too:(


Jessa's Story: Okay...SOOOOOO I didn't think he was UGLY!!! I just wasn't ready for anything!! You know....it was either going to go further or just end....so me being me ,instead of confronting it, and telling him I wasn't ready for anything. I just figured... I'd drop of the face of the planet! I admit I just left him hanging.....poor guy.



The Assembly year 2008:


What Jessa Was Thinking: I wasn't able to go to the Assembly the year before because of my new job. So, I didn't see Levi at all until this past Assembly. I gotta say........he was WAY handsome just like his pictures. I wanted to talk to him I did!! But it was a little weird, because for the past year I was no where to be found. I did however keep my eye out for him the whole Assembly waiting for a good time to talk to him. It just never came.....


What Levi Was Thinking; Weird? Yep it was weird alright! I would have loved for to come to me and start a conversation, but I wasn't going to start a conversation with her! After all, I'm still thinking that she thinks I'm ugly! But I have to admit that I would look her way ALOT! I was sitting for most of the Assembly behind her toward the back, so since she sat most of the time in the front middle section I could see her most of the time:) .... When I went home from the Assembly, boy did I get shocked.......!!!!!!


What Jessa Did: Well, Since I couldn't get up the courage just to go up and talk to him, and a good time didn't really open up easily for me......well.....even after the Assembly I thought it was really important that I talk to him....and maybe get to know him more. So, I emailed him. Which was a big deal for me, because I felt like I was chasing him!!! =) I felt like it was the right thing to do though. Anyhow, so I just emailed a general "Hows it goin??" " I saw you at the Assembly...." email.


What Levi Did; A email from Jessa Nowling in my inbox!!! Okay... I'm alittle surprised here don't you think I'm UGLY? Well it was just a general email but maybe she didn't think I was ugly, at least ways in person. Does that mean in a picture I'm ugly? I still was confused..bewildered...in the dark... What does this girl think of me? Well I figured no harm in emailing a email back as friends...............